Distraught

This is hell. My third beta: 72. It only went up by 45% and didn't come close to doubling. But, it went up. I have a fourth beta scheduled for Tuesday. They told me they think its ectopic, but would have to wait until I was 6 weeks so they could do a scan to confirm either way. I swear this has been the best and worst week all at once. I will be 6 weeks on the 28th. I hope I won't need surgery, if it is ectopic. If it is, it will put us off trying for several months.

I really, really want to hold out for hope here, but it's really hard.

To summarize: ten days of limbo hell and a shot in the dark I'll see a sac in my uterus. I'll be praying for a heartbeat.